itwassoquietinvictor’sthatyoualmostheardthetemperaturedropasyoucameinatthedoor.onabarstoolawomaninablacktailormade,whichcouldn’tatthattimeofyearhavebeenanythingbutsomesyntheticfabriclikeorlon,wassittingalonewithapalegreenish-coloreddrinkinfrontofherandsmokingacigaretteinalongjadeholder.shehadthatfine-drawnintenselookthatissometimesneurotic,sometimessex-hungry,andsometimesjusttheresultofdrasticdieting.
isatdowntwostoolsawayandthebarkeepnoddedtome,butdidn’tsmile.
“agimlet,”isaid.“nobitters.”
heputthelittlenapkininfrontofmeandkeptlookingatme.“youknowsomething,”hesaidinapleasedvoice.“iheardyouandyourfriendtalkingonenightandigotmeinabottleofthatrose’slimejuice.thenyoudidn’tcomebackanymoreandionlyopenedittonight.”
“myfriendlefttown,”isaid.“adoubleifit’sallrightwithyou.andthanksfortakingthetrouble.”
hewentaway.thewomaninblackgavemeaquickglance,thenlookeddownintoherglass.“sofewpeopledrinkthemaroundhere,”shesaidsoquietlythatididn’trealizeatfirstthatshewasspeakingtome.thenshelookedmywayagain.shehadverylargedarkeyes.shehadthereddestfingernailsihadeverseen.butshedidn’tlooklikeapickupandtherewasnotraceofcome-oninhervoice.“gimletsimean.”
“afellowtaughtmetolikethem,”isaid.
“hemustbeenglish.”
“why?”
“thelimejuice.it’sasenglishasboiledfishwiththatawfulanchovysaucethatlooksasifthecookhadbledintoit.that’showtheygotcalledlimeys.theenglish—notthefish.”
“ithoughtitwasmoreatropicaldrink,hotweatherstuff.malayaorsomeplacelikethat.”
“youmayberight.”sheturnedawayagain.
thebartendersetthedrinkinfrontofme.withthelimejuiceithasasortofpalegreenishyellowishmistylook.itastedit.itwasbothsweetandsharpatthesametime.thewomaninblackwatchedme.thensheliftedherownglasstowardsme.webothdrank.theniknewherswasthesamedrink.
thenextmovewasroutine,soididn’tmakeit.ijustsatthere.“hewasn’tenglish,”isaidafteramoment.“iguessmaybehehadbeenthereduringthewar.weusedtocomeinhereonceinawhile,earlylikenow.beforethemobstartedboiling.”
“it’sapleasanthour,”shesaid.“inabaralmosttheonlypleasanthour.”sheemptiedherglass.“perhapsiknewyourfriend,”shesaid.“whatwashisname?”
ididn’tanswerherrightaway.ilitacigaretteandwatchedhertapthestubofhersoutofthejadeholderandfitanotherinitsplace.ireachedacrosswithalighter.“lennox,”isaid.
shethankedmeforthelightandgavemeabriefsearchingglance.thenshenodded.“yea,iknewhimverywell.perhapsalittletoowell.”
thebarkeepdriftedoverandglancedatmyglass.“acouplemoreofthesame,”isaid.“inabooth.”
igotdownoffthestoolandstoodwaiting.shemightormightnotblowmedown.ididn’tparticularlycare.onceinawhileinthismuchtoosex-consciouscountryamanandawomancanmeetandtalkwithoutdraggingbedroomsintoit.thiscouldbeit,orshecouldjustthinkiwasonthemake.ifso,thehellwithher.
shehesitated,butnotforlong.shegatheredupapairofblackglovesandablacksuedebagwithagoldframeandclaspandwalkedacrossintoacornerboothandsatdownwithoutaword.isatdownacrossthesmalltable.
“mynameismarlowe.”
“mineislindaloring,”shesaidcalmly.“abitofasentimentalist,aren’tyou,mr.marlowe?”
“becauseicameinheretodrinkagimlet?howaboutyourself?”
“imighthaveatasteforthem.”
“somighti.butitwouldbealittletoomuchcoincidence.”
shesmiledatmevaguely.shehademeraldearringsandanemeraldlapelpin.theylookedlikerealstonesbecauseofthewaytheywerecut—flatwithbevelededges.andeveninthedimlightofabartheyhadaninnerglow.
“soyou’retheman,”shesaid.
thebarwaiterbroughtthedrinksoverandsetthemdown.whenhewentawayisaid:“i’mafellowwhoknewterrylennox,likedhim,andhadanoccasionaldrinkwithhim.itwaskindofasidedeal,anaccidentalfriendship.ineverwenttohishomeorknewhiswife.isawheronceinaparkinglot.”
“therewasalittlemoretoitthanthat,wasn’tthere?”
shereachedforherglass.shehadanemeraldringsetinanestofdiamonds.besideitathinplatinumbandsaidshewasmarried.iputherinthesecondhalfofthethirties,earlyinthesecondhalf.
“maybe,”isaid,“theguybotheredme.hestilldoes.howaboutyou?”
sheleanedonanelbowandlookedupatmewithoutanyparticularexpression.“isaidiknewhimrathertoowell.toowelltothinkitmatteredmuchwhathappenedtohim.hehadarichwifewhogavehimalltheluxuries.allsheaskedinreturnwastobeletalone.”
“seemsreasonable,”isaid.
“don’tbesarcastic,mr.marlowe.somewomenarelikethat.theycan’thelpit.itwasn’tasifhedidn’tknowinthebeginning.ifhehadtogetproud,thedoorwasopen.hedidn’thavetokillher.”
“iagreewithyou.”
shestraightenedupandlookedhardatme.herlipcurled.“soheranawayand,ifwhatihearistrue,youhelpedhim.isupposeyoufeelproudaboutthat.”
“notme,”isaid.“ijustdiditforthemoney.”
“thatisnotamusing,mr.marlowe.franklyidon’tknowwhyisitheredrinkingwithyou.”
“that’seasilychanged,mrs.loring.”ireachedformyglassanddroppedthecontentsdownthehatch.“ithoughtperhapsyoucouldtellmesomethingaboutterrythatididn’tknow.i’mnotinterestedinspeculatingwhyterrylennoxbeathiswife’sfacetoabloodysponge.”
“that’saprettybrutalwaytoputit,”shesaidangrily.
“youdon’tlikethewords?neitherdoi.andiwouldn’tbeheredrinkingagimletifibelievedhedidanythingofthesort.”
shestared.afteramomentshesaidslowly:“hekilledhimselfandleftafullconfession.whatmoredoyouwant?”
“hehadagun,”isaid.“inmexicothatmightbeenoughexcuseforsomejitterycoptopourleadintohim.plentyofamericanpolicehavedonetheirkillingsthesameway—someofthemthroughdoorsthatdidn’topenfastenoughtosuitthem.asfortheconfession,ihaven’tseenit.”
“nodoubtthemexicanpolicefakedit,”shesaidtartly.
“theywouldn’tknowhow,notinalittleplacelikeotatoclán.no,theconfessionisprobablyrealenough,butitdoesn’tprovehekilledhiswife.nottomeanyway.allitprovestomeisthathedidn’tseeanywayout.inaspotlikethatacertainsortofman—youcancallhimweakorsoftorsentimentalifitamusesyou—mightdecidetosavesomeotherpeoplefromalotofverypainfulpublicity.”
“that’sfantastic,”shesaid.“amandoesn’tkillhimselfordeliberatelygethimselfkilledtosavealittlescandal.sylviawasalreadydead.asforhersisterandherfather—theycouldtakecareofthemselvesveryefficiently.peoplewithenoughmoney,mr.marlowe,canalwaysprotectthemselves.”
“okay,i’mwrongaboutthemotive.maybei’mwrongalldowntheline.aminuteagoyouweremadatme.youwantmetoleavenow—soyoucandrinkyourgimlet?”
suddenlyshesmiled.“i’msorry.i’mbeginningtothinkyouaresincere.whatithoughtthenwasthatyouweretryingtojustifyyourself,farmorethanterry.idon’tthinkyouare,somehow.”
“i’mnot.ididsomethingfoolishandigottheworksforit.uptoapointanyway.idon’tdenythathisconfessionsavedmealotworse.iftheyhadbroughthimbackandtriedhim,iguesstheywouldhavehungoneonmetoo.theleastitwouldhavecostmewouldhavebeenfarmoremoneythanicouldafford.”
“nottomentionyourlicense,”shesaiddryly.
“maybe.therewasatimewhenanycopwithahangovercouldgetmebusted.it’salittledifferentnow.yougetahearingbeforeacommissionofthestatelicensingauthority.thosepeoplearenottoocrazyaboutthecitypolice.”
shetastedherdrinkandsaidslowly:“allthingsconsidered,don’tyouthinkitwasbestthewayitwas?notrial,nosensationalheadlines,nomud-slingingjusttosellnewspaperswithouttheslightestregardfortruthorfairplayorforthefeelingsofinnocentpeople.”
“didn’tijustsayso?andyousaiditwasfantastic.”
sheleanedbackandputherheadagainsttheuppercurveofthepaddingonthebackofthebooth.“fantasticthatterrylennoxshouldhavekilledhimselfjusttoachievethat.notfantasticthatitwasbetterforallpartiesthatthereshouldbenotrial.”