hadlydiaandhermotherknownthesubstanceofherconferencewithherfather,theirindignationwouldhardlyhavefoundexpressionintheirunitedvolubility.inlydia'simagination,avisittobrightoncomprisedeverypossibilityofearthlyhappiness.shesaw,withthecreativeeyeoffancy,thestreetsofthatgaybathingplacecoveredwithofficers.shesawherselftheobjectofattentiontotensandtoscoresofthematpresentunknown.shesawallthegloriesofthecamp;itstentsstretchedforthinbeauteousuniformityoflines,crowdedwiththeyoungandthegay,anddazzlingwithscarlet;andtocompletetheview,shesawherselfseatedbeneathatent,tenderlyflirtingwithatleastsixofficersatonce.
hadsheknownthathersistersoughttotearherfromsuchprospectsandsuchrealitiesasthese,whatwouldhavebeenhersensations?theycouldhavebeenunderstoodonlybyhermother,whomighthavefeltnearlythesame.lydia'sgoingtobrightonwasallthatconsoledherforthemelancholyconvictionofherhusband'sneverintendingtogotherehimself.
buttheywereentirelyignorantofwhathadpassed;andtheirrapturescontinued,withlittleintermission,totheverydayoflydia'sleavinghome.
elizabethwasnowtoseemr.wickhamforthelasttime.havingbeenfrequentlyincompanywithhimsinceherreturn,agitationwasprettywellover;theagitationsofformerpartialityentirelyso.shehadevenlearnttodetect,intheverygentlenesswhichhadfirstdelightedher,anaffectationandasamenesstodisgustandweary.inhispresentbehaviourtoherself,moreover,shehadafreshsourceofdispleasure,fortheinclinationhesoontestifiedofrenewingthoseattentionswhichhadmarkedtheearlypartoftheiracquaintancecouldonlyserve,afterwhathadsincepassed,toprovokeher.shelostallconcernforhiminfindingherselfthusselectedastheobjectofsuchidleandfrivolousgallantry;andwhileshesteadilyrepressedit,couldnotbutfeelthereproofcontainedinhisbelievingthat,howeverlong,andforwhatevercause,hisattentionshadbeenwithdrawn,hervanitywouldbegratifiedandherpreferencesecuredatanytimebytheirrenewal.
ontheverylastdayoftheregiment'sremaininginmeryton,hedinedwithothersoftheofficersatlongbourn;andsolittlewaselizabethdisposedtopartfromhimingoodhumour,thatonhismakingsomeenquiryastothemannerinwhichhertimehadpassedathunsford,shementionedcolonelfitzwilliam'sandmr.darcy'shavingbothspentthreeweeksatrosings,andaskedhimifhewereacquaintedwiththeformer.
helookedsurprised,displeased,alarmed;butwithamoment'srecollectionandareturningsmile,repliedthathehadformerlyseenhimoften;andafterobservingthathewasaverygentlemanlikeman,askedherhowshehadlikedhim.heranswerwaswarmlyinhisfavour.withanairofindifferencehesoonafterwardsadded,"howlongdidyousaythathewasatrosings?"
"nearlythreeweeks."
"andyousawhimfrequently?"
"yes,almosteveryday."
"hismannersareverydifferentfromhiscousin's."
"yes,verydifferent.butithinkmr.darcyimprovesonacquaintance."
"indeed!"criedwickhamwithalookwhichdidnotescapeher."andpraymayiask—?"butcheckinghimself,headdedinagayertone,"isitinaddressthatheimproves?hashedeignedtoaddoughtofcivilitytohisordinarystyle?foridarenothope,"hecontinuedinalowerandmoreserioustone,"thatheisimprovedinessentials."
"oh,no!"saidelizabeth."inessentials,ibelieve,heisverymuchwhatheeverwas."
whileshespoke,wickhamlookedasifscarcelyknowingwhethertorejoiceoverherwords,ortodistrusttheirmeaning.therewasasomethinginhercountenancewhichmadehimlistenwithanapprehensiveandanxiousattention,whilesheadded,"whenisaidthatheimprovedonacquaintance,ididnotmeanthateitherhismindormannerswereinastateofimprovement,butthatfromknowinghimbetter,hisdispositionwasbetterunderstood."
wickham'salarmnowappearedinaheightenedcomplexionandagitatedlook;forafewminuteshewassilent;till,shakingoffhisembarrassment,heturnedtoheragain,andsaidinthegentlestofaccents,
"you,whosowellknowmyfeelingstowardsmr.darcy,willreadilycomprehendhowsincerelyimustrejoicethatheiswiseenoughtoassumeeventheappearanceofwhatisright.hispride,inthatdirection,maybeofservice,ifnottohimself,tomanyothers,foritmustdeterhimfromsuchfoulmisconductasihavesufferedby.ionlyfearthatthesortofcautiousness,towhichyou,iimagine,havebeenalluding,ismerelyadoptedonhisvisitstohisaunt,ofwhosegoodopinionandjudgmenthestandsmuchinawe.hisfearofherhasalwaysoperated,iknow,whentheyweretogether;andagooddealistobeimputedtohiswishofforwardingthematchwithmissdebourgh,whichiamcertainhehasverymuchatheart."
elizabethcouldnotrepressasmileatthis,butsheansweredonlybyaslightinclinationofthehead.shesawthathewantedtoengageherontheoldsubjectofhisgrievances,andshewasinnohumourtoindulgehim.therestoftheeveningpassedwiththeappearance,onhisside,ofusualcheerfulness,butwithnofartherattempttodistinguishelizabeth;andtheypartedatlastwithmutualcivility,andpossiblyamutualdesireofnevermeetingagain.
whenthepartybrokeup,lydiareturnedwithmrs.forstertomeryton,fromwhencetheyweretosetoutearlythenextmorning.theseparationbetweenherandherfamilywasrathernoisythanpathetic.kittywastheonlyonewhoshedtears;butshedidweepfromvexationandenvy.mrs.bennetwasdiffuseinhergoodwishesforthefelicityofherdaughter,andimpressiveinherinjunctionsthatshewouldnotmisstheopportunityofenjoyingherselfasmuchaspossible;advice,whichtherewaseveryreasontobelievewouldbeattendedto;andintheclamoroushappinessoflydiaherselfinbiddingfarewell,themoregentleadieusofhersisterswereutteredwithoutbeingheard.