elizabeth'simpatiencetoacquaintjanewithwhathadhappenedcouldnolongerbeovercome;andatlengthresolvingtosuppresseveryparticularinwhichhersisterwasconcerned,andpreparinghertobesurprised,sherelatedtoherthenextmorningthechiefofthescenebetweenmr.darcyandherself.
missbennet'sastonishmentwassoonlessenedbythestrongsisterlypartialitywhichmadeanyadmirationofelizabethappearperfectlynatural;andallsurprisewasshortlylostinotherfeelings.shewassorrythatmr.darcyshouldhavedeliveredhissentimentsinamannersolittlesuitedtorecommendthem;butstillmorewasshegrievedfortheunhappinesswhichhersister'srefusalmusthavegivenhim.
"hisbeingsosureofsucceeding,waswrong,"saidshe;"andcertainlyoughtnottohaveappeared;butconsiderhowmuchitmustincreasehisdisappointment."
"indeed,"repliedelizabeth,"iamheartilysorryforhim;buthehasotherfeelingswhichwillprobablysoondriveawayhisregardforme.youdonotblameme,however,forrefusinghim?"
"blameyou!oh,no."
"butyoublamemeforhavingspokensowarmlyofwickham."
"no—idonotknowthatyouwerewronginsayingwhatyoudid."
"butyouwillknowit,whenihavetoldyouwhathappenedtheverynextday."
shethenspokeoftheletter,repeatingthewholeofitscontentsasfarastheyconcernedgeorgewickham.whatastrokewasthisforpoorjane!whowouldwillinglyhavegonethroughtheworldwithoutbelievingthatsomuchwickednessexistedinthewholeraceofmankind,aswasherecollectedinoneinpidual.norwasdarcy'svindication,thoughgratefultoherfeelings,capableofconsolingherforsuchdiscovery.mostearnestlydidshelabourtoprovetheprobabilityoferror,andseektoclearonewithoutinvolvingtheother.
"thiswillnotdo,"saidelizabeth."youneverwillbeabletomakebothofthemgoodforanything.takeyourchoice,butyoumustbesatisfiedwithonlyone.thereisbutsuchaquantityofmeritbetweenthem;justenoughtomakeonegoodsortofman;andoflateithasbeenshiftingaboutprettymuch.formypart,iaminclinedtobelieveitallmr.darcy's,butyoushalldoasyouchuse."
itwassometime,however,beforeasmilecouldbeextortedfromjane.
"idonotknowwhenihavebeenmoreshocked,"saidshe."wickhamsoverybad!itisalmostpastbelief.andpoormr.darcy!dearlizzy,onlyconsiderwhathemusthavesuffered.suchadisappointment!andwiththeknowledgeofyourillopiniontoo!andhavingtorelatesuchathingofhissister!itisreallytoodistressing.iamsureyoumustfeelitso."
"oh!no,myregretandcompassionarealldoneawaybyseeingyousofullofboth.iknowyouwilldohimsuchamplejustice,thatiamgrowingeverymomentmoreunconcernedandindifferent.yourprofusionmakesmesaving;andifyoulamentoverhimmuchlonger,myheartwillbeaslightasafeather."
"poorwickham;thereissuchanexpressionofgoodnessinhiscountenance!suchanopennessandgentlenessinhismanner."
"therecertainlywassomegreatmismanagementintheeducationofthosetwoyoungmen.onehasgotallthegoodness,andtheotheralltheappearanceofit."
"ineverthoughtmr.darcysodeficientintheappearanceofitasyouusedtodo."
"andyetimeanttobeuncommonlycleverintakingsodecidedadisliketohim,withoutanyreason.itissuchaspurtoone'sgenius,suchanopeningforwittohaveadislikeofthatkind.onemaybecontinuallyabusivewithoutsayinganythingjust;butonecannotbealwayslaughingatamanwithoutnowandthenstumblingonsomethingwitty."
"lizzywhenyoufirstreadthatletter,iamsureyoucouldnottreatthematterasyoudonow."