withnogreatereventsthantheseinthelongbournfamily,andotherwisepersifiedbylittlebeyondthewalkstomeryton,sometimesdirtyandsometimescold,didjanuaryandfebruarypassaway.marchwastotakeelizabethtohunsford.shehadnotatfirstthoughtveryseriouslyofgoingthither;butcharlotte,shesoonfound,wasdependingontheplan,andshegraduallylearnedtoconsideritherselfwithgreaterpleasureaswellasgreatercertainty.absencehadincreasedherdesireofseeingcharlotteagain,andweakenedherdisgustofmr.collins.therewasnoveltyinthescheme;andas,withsuchamotherandsuchuncompanionablesisters,homecouldnotbefaultless,alittlechangewasnotunwelcomeforitsownsake.thejourneywouldmoreovergiveherapeepatjane;and,inshort,asthetimedrewnear,shewouldhavebeenverysorryforanydelay.everything,however,wentonsmoothly,andwasfinallysettledaccordingtocharlotte'sfirstsketch.shewastoaccompanysirwilliamandhisseconddaughter.theimprovementofspendinganightinlondonwasaddedintime,andtheplanbecameperfectasplancouldbe.
theonlypainwasinleavingherfather,whowouldcertainlymissher,andwho,whenitcametothepoint,solittlelikedhergoingthathetoldhertowritetohim,andalmostpromisedtoanswerherletter.
thefarewellbetweenherselfandmr.wickhamwasperfectlyfriendly;onhissideevenmore.hispresentpursuitcouldnotmakehimforgetthatelizabethhadbeenthefirsttoexciteandtodeservehisattention,thefirsttolistenandtopity,thefirsttobeadmired;andinhismannerofbiddingheradieu,wishinghereveryenjoyment,remindingherofwhatshewastoexpectinladycatherinedebourgh,andtrustingtheiropinionofher—theiropinionofeverybody—wouldalwayscoincide,therewasasolicitude,aninterestwhichshefeltmusteverattachhertohimwithamostsincereregard;andshepartedfromhimconvincedthat,whethermarriedorsingle,hemustalwaysbehermodeloftheamiableandpleasing.
herfellow-travellersthenextdaywerenotofakindtomakeherthinkhimlessagreeable.sirwilliamlucasandhisdaughtermaria,agoodhumouredgirl,butasemptyheadedashimself,hadnothingtosaythatcouldbeworthhearing,andwerelistenedtowithaboutasmuchdelightastherattleofthechaise.elizabethlovedabsurdities,butshehadknownsirwilliam'stoolong.hecouldtellhernothingnewofthewondersofhispresentationandknighthood;andhiscivilitieswerewornoutlikehisinformation.
itwasajourneyofonlytwenty-fourmiles,andtheybeganitsoearlyastobeingracechurchstreetbynoon.astheydrovetomr.gardiner'sdoor,janewasatadrawingroomwindowwatchingtheirarrival;whentheyenteredthepassageshewastheretowelcomethem,andelizabeth,lookingearnestlyinherface,waspleasedtoseeithealthfulandlovelyasever.onthestairswereatroopoflittleboysandgirls,whoseeagernessfortheircousin'sappearancewouldnotallowthemtowaitinthedrawingroom,andwhoseshyness,astheyhadnotseenherforatwelvemonth,preventedtheircominglower.allwasjoyandkindness.thedaypassedmostpleasantlyaway;themorninginbustleandshopping,andtheeveningatoneofthetheatres.
elizabeththencontrivedtositbyheraunt.theirfirstsubjectwashersister;andshewasmoregrievedthanastonishedtohear,inreplytoherminuteenquiries,thatthoughjanealwaysstruggledtosupportherspirits,therewereperiodsofdejection.itwasreasonable,however,tohope,thattheywouldnotcontinuelong.mrs.gardinergavehertheparticularsalsoofmissbingley'svisitingracechurchstreet,andrepeatedconversationsoccurringatdifferenttimesbetweenjaneandherself,whichprovedthattheformerhad,fromherheart,givenuptheacquaintance.
mrs.gardinerthenralliedhernieceonwickham'sdesertion,andcomplimentedheronbearingitsowell.
"but,mydearelizabeth,"sheadded,"whatsortofgirlismissking?ishouldbesorrytothinkourfriendmercenary."
"pray,mydearaunt,whatisthedifferenceinmatrimonialaffairs,betweenthemercenaryandtheprudentmotive?wheredoesdiscretionend,andavaricebegin?lastchristmasyouwereafraidofhismarryingme,becauseitwouldbeimprudent;andnow,becauseheistryingtogetagirlwithonlytenthousandpounds,youwanttofindoutthatheismercenary."
"ifyouwillonlytellmewhatsortofgirlmisskingis,ishallknowwhattothink."
"sheisaverygoodkindofgirl,ibelieve.iknownoharmofher."
"buthepaidhernotthesmallestattention,tillhergrandfather'sdeathmadehermistressofthisfortune."
"no—whyshouldhe?ifitwasnotallowableforhimtogainmyaffections,becauseihadnomoney,whatoccasioncouldtherebeformakinglovetoagirlwhomhedidnotcareabout,andwhowasequallypoor?"
"butthereseemsindelicacyindirectinghisattentionstowardsher,sosoonafterthisevent."
"amanindistressedcircumstanceshasnottimeforallthoseelegantdecorumswhichotherpeoplemayobserve.ifshedoesnotobjecttoit,whyshouldwe?"
"hernotobjecting,doesnotjustifyhim.itonlyshewsherbeingdeficientinsomethingherself—senseorfeeling."
"well,"criedelizabeth,"haveitasyouchoose.heshallbemercenary,andsheshallbefoolish."
"no,lizzy,thatiswhatidonotchoose.ishouldbesorry,youknow,tothinkillofayoungmanwhohaslivedsolonginderbyshire."
"oh!ifthatisall,ihaveaverypooropinionofyoungmenwholiveinderbyshire;andtheirintimatefriendswholiveinhertfordshirearenotmuchbetter.iamsickofthemall.thankheaven!iamgoingtomorrowwhereishallfindamanwhohasnotoneagreeablequality,whohasneithermannernorsensetorecommendhim.stupidmenaretheonlyonesworthknowing,afterall."
"takecare,lizzy;thatspeechsavoursstronglyofdisappointment."
beforetheywereseparatedbytheconclusionoftheplay,shehadtheunexpectedhappinessofaninvitationtoaccompanyheruncleandauntinatourofpleasurewhichtheyproposedtakinginthesummer.
"wehavenotquitedeterminedhowfaritshallcarryus,"saidmrs.gardiner,"butperhapstothelakes."
noschemecouldhavebeenmoreagreeabletoelizabeth,andheracceptanceoftheinvitationwasmostreadyandgrateful."mydear,dearaunt,"sherapturouslycried,"whatdelight!whatfelicity!yougivemefreshlifeandvigour.adieutodisappointmentandspleen.whatarementorocksandmountains?oh!whathoursoftransportweshallspend!andwhenwedoreturn,itshallnotbelikeothertravellers,withoutbeingabletogiveoneaccurateideaofanything.wewillknowwherewehavegone—wewillrecollectwhatwehaveseen.lakes,mountains,andrivers,shallnotbejumbledtogetherinourimaginations;nor,whenweattempttodescribeanyparticularscene,willwebeginquarrellingaboutitsrelativesituation.letourfirsteffusionsbelessinsupportablethanthoseofthegeneralityoftravellers."