ididn’tanswerhim.
“damnnearmadeheryourself,didn’tyou?”
igavehimthesamenoanswer.
ohlsandhernandezbothgrinnedsourly.“usguysaren’texactlybrainless,”ohlssaid.“weknewtherewassomethinginthatstoryabouthertakingherclothesoff.yououttalkedhimandheletyou.hewashurtandconfusedandhelikedwadeandhewantedtobesure.whenhegotsurehe’dhaveusedhisknife.thiswasapersonalmatterwithhim.heneversnitchedonwade.wade’swifedid,andshedeliberatelyfouleduptheissuejusttoconfusewade.italladds.intheendiguessshewasscaredofhim.andwadeneverthrewherdownanystairs.thatwasanaccident.shetrippedandtheguytriedtocatchher.candysawthattoo.”
“noneofitexplainswhyshewantedmearound.”
“icouldthinkofreasons.oneofthemisoldstuff.everycophasrunintoitahundredtimes.youwerethelooseend,theguythathelpedlennoxescape,hisfriend,andprobablytosomeextenthisconfidant.whatdidheknowandwhatdidhetellyou?hetookthegunthathadkilledherandheknewithadbeenfired.shecouldhavethoughthediditforher.thatmadeherthinkheknewshehadusedit.whenhekilledhimselfshewassure.butwhataboutyou?youwerestillthelooseend.shewantedtomilkyou,andshehadthecharmtouse,andasituationready-madeforanexcusetogetnexttoyou.andifsheneededafallguy,youwereit.youmightsayshewascollectingfallguys.”
“you’reimputingtoomuchknowledgetoher,”isaid.
ohlsbrokeacigaretteinhalfandstartedchewingononehalf.theotherhalfhestuckbehindhisear.
“anotherreasonisshewantedaman,abig,strongguythatcouldcrushherinhisarmsandmakeherdreamagain.”
“shehatedme,”isaid.“idon’tbuythatone.”
“ofcourse,”hernandezputindryly.“youturnedherdown.butshewouldhavegotoverthat.andthenyoublewthewholethingupinherfacewithspencerlisteningin.”
“youtwocharactersbeenseeinganypsychiatristslately?”
“jesus,”ohlssaid,“hadn’tyouheard?wegottheminourhairallthetimethesedays.we’vegottwoofthemonthestaff.thisain’tpolicebusinessanymore.it’sgettingtobeabranchofthemedicalracket.they’reinandoutofjail,thecourts,theinterrogationrooms.theywritereportsfifteenpageslongonwhysomepunkofajuvenileheldupaliquorstoreorrapedaschoolgirlorpeddledteatotheseniorclass.tenyearsfromnowguyslikehernandezandmewillbedoingrorschachtestsandwordassociationsinsteadofchin-upsandtargetpractice.whenwegooutonacasewe’llcarrylittleblackbagswithportableliedetectorsandbottlesoftruthserum.toobadwedidn’tgrabthefourhardmonkeysthatpoureditonbigwilliemagoon.wemighthavebeenabletounmaladjustthemandmakethemlovetheirmothers.”
“okayformetoblow?”
“whatareyounotconvincedabout?”hernandezasked,snappingarubberband.
“i’mconvinced.thecaseisdead.she’sdead,they’realldead.anicesmoothroutineallaround.nothingtodobutgohomeandforgetiteverhappened.soi’lldothat.”
ohlsreachedthehalfcigarettefrombehindhisear,lookedatitasifwondering,howitgotthere,andtosseditoverhisshoulder.
“whatareyoucryingabout?”hernandezsaid.“ifshehadn’tbeenfreshoutofgunsshemighthavemadeitaperfectscore.”
“also,”ohlssaidgrimly,“thetelephonewasworkingyesterday.”
“ohsure,”isaid.“you’dhavecomerunningandwhatyouwouldhavefoundwouldhavebeenamixedupstorythatadmittednothingbutafewsillylies.thismorningyouhavewhatisupposeisafullconfession.youhaven’tletmereadit,butyouwouldn’thavecalledintheifitwasjustalovenote.ifanyrealsolidworkhadbeendoneonthelennoxcaseatthetime,somebodywouldhaveduguphiswarrecordandwherehegotwoundedandalltherestofit.somewherealongthelineaconnectionwiththewadeswouldhaveturnedup.rogerwadeknewwhopaulmarstonwas.sodidanotherihappenedtogetintouchwith.”
“it’spossible,”hernandezadmitted,“butthatisn’thowpoliceinvestigationswork.youdon’tfoolaroundwithanopen-shutcase,evenifthere’snoheatontogetitfinalizedandforgotten.i’veinvestigatedhundredsofhomicides.someareallofapiece,neat,tidy,andaccordingtothebook.mostofthemmakesensehere,don’tmakesensethere.butwhenyougetmotive,means,opportunity,flight,awrittenconfession,andasuicideimmediatelyafterwards,youleaveitlay.nopolicedepartmentintheworldhasthemenorthetimetoquestiontheobvious.theonlythingagainstlennoxbeingakillerwasthatsomebodythoughthewasaniceguywhowouldn’thavedoneitandthattherewereotherswhocouldequallywellhavedoneit.buttheothersdidn’ttakeitonthelam,didn’tconfess,didn’tblowtheirbrainsout.hedid.andasforbeinganiceguyifiguresixtytoseventypercentofallthekillersthatendupinthegaschamberorthehotseatorontheendofaropearepeopletheneighborsthoughtwerejustasharmlessasafullerbrushsalesman.justasharmlessandquietandwellbredasmrs.rogerwade.youwanttoreadwhatshewroteinthatletter?okay,readit.i’vegottogodownthehall.”
hestoodupandpulledadraweropenandputafolderonthetopofthedesk.“therearefivephotostatsinhere,marlowe.don’tletmecatchyoulookingatthem.”
hestartedforthedoorandthenturnedhisheadandsaidtoohls:“youwanttotalktopeshorekwithme?”
ohlsnoddedandfollowedhimout.wheniwasaloneintheofficeiliftedthecoverofthefilefolderandlookedatthewhite-on-blackphotostats.thentouchingonlytheedgesicountedthem.thereweresix,eachofseveralpagesclippedtogether.itookoneandrolleditupandslippeditintomypocket.thenireadoverthenextoneinthepile.whenihadfinishedisatdownandwaited.inabouttenminuteshernandezcamebackalone.hesatdownbehindhisdeskagain,talliedthephotostatsinthefilefolder,andputthefilebackinhisdesk.
heraisedhiseyesandlookedatmewithoutanyexpression.“satisfied?”
“lawfordknowyouhavethose?”
“notfromme.notfrombernie.berniemadethemhimself.why?”
“whatwouldhappenifonegotloose?”
hesmiledunpleasantly.“itwon’t.butifitdid,itwouldn’tbeanybodyinthesheriff’soffice.thehasphotostatequipmenttoo.”
“youdon’tlikedistrictattorneyspringertoowell,doyou,captain?”
helookedsurprised.“me?ilikeeverybody,evenyou.getthehelloutofhere.i’vegotworktodo.”
istooduptogo.hesaidsuddenly:“youcarryagunthesedays?”
“partofthetime.”
“bigwilliemagooncarriedtwo.iwonderwhyhedidn’tusethem.”
“iguesshefiguredhehadeverybodyscared.”
“thatcouldbeit,”hernandezsaidcasually.hepickeduparubberbandandstretcheditbetweenhisthumbs.hestretcheditfartherandfarther.finallywithasnapitbroke.herubbedhisthumbwherethelooseendhadsnappedbackagainstit.“anybodycanbestretchedtoofar,”hesaid.“nomatterhowtoughhelooks.seeyouaround.”
iwentoutofthedoorandgotoutofthebuildingfast.onceapatsy,alwaysapatsy.