istartedtosaysomethingbutheputhishandup.“takeiteasy.i’mnotaccusinganybody,justspeculating.fiveminuteslaterandyougetthesameanswer.shehadtenminutestopullitoff.”
“tenminutes,”isaidirritably,“thatcouldn’tpossiblyhavebeenforeseen,muchlessplanned.”
heleanedbackinthechairandsighed.“iknow.you’vegotalltheanswers,i’vegotalltheanswers.andistilldon’tlikeit.whatthehellwereyoudoingwiththesepeopleanyway?theguywritesyouacheckforagrand,thentearsitup.gotmadatyou,yousay.youdidn’twantitanyway,wouldn’thavetakenit,yousay.maybe.didhethinkyouweresleepingwithhiswife?”
“layoff,bernie.”
“ididn’taskwereyou,iaskeddidhethinkyouwere.”
“sameanswer.”
“okay,trythis.whatdidthemexhaveonhim?”
“nothingthatiknowof.”
“themexhastoomuchmoney.overfifteenhundredinthebanks,allkindsofclothes,abrandnewchevvy.”
“maybehepeddlesdope,”isaid.
ohlspushedhimselfupoutofthechairandscowleddownatme.
“you’reanawfulluckyboy,marlowe.twiceyou’veslidoutfromunderaheavyone.youcouldgetoverconfident.youwereprettyhelpfultothosepeopleandyoudidn’tmakeadime.youwereprettyhelpfultoaguynamedlennoxtoo,thewayihearit.andyoudidn’tmakeadimeoutofthatoneeither.whatdoyoudoforeatingmoney,pal?yougotalotsavedsoyoudon’thavetoworkanymore?”
istoodupandwalkedaroundthedeskandfacedhim.“i’maromantic,bernie.ihearvoicescryinginthenightandigoseewhat’sthematter.youdon’tmakeadimethatway.yougotsense,youshutyourwindowsandturnupmoresoundonthetvset.oryoushovedownonthegasandgetfarawayfromthere.stayoutofotherpeople’stroubles.allitcangetyouisthesmear.thelasttimeisawterrylennoxwehadacupofcoffeetogetherthatimademyselfinmyhouse,andwesmokedacigarette.sowheniheardhewasdeadiwentouttothekitchenandmadesomecoffeeandpouredacupforhimandlitacigaretteforhimandwhenthecoffeewascoldandthecigarettewasburneddownisaidgoodnighttohim.youdon’tmakeadimethatway.youwouldn’tdoit.that’swhyyou’reagoodcopandi’maprivateeye.eileenwadeisworriedaboutherhusband,soigooutandfindhimandbringhimhome.anothertimehe’sintroubleandcallsmeupandigooutandcarryhiminoffthelawnandputhimtobedandidon’tmakeadimeoutofit.nopercentageatall.nonothing,exceptsometimesigetmyfacepushedinorgettossedinthecanorgetthreatenedbysomefastmoneyboylikemendymenendez.butnomoney,notadime.i’vegotafive-thousand-dollarbillinmysafebuti’llneverspendanickelofit.becausetherewassomethingwrongwiththewayigotit.iplayedwithitalittleatfirstandistillgetitoutonceinawhileandlookatit.butthat’sall—notadimeofspendingmoney.”
“mustbeaphony,”ohlssaiddryly,“excepttheydon’tmakethemthatbig.sowhat’syourpointwithallthisyap?”
“nopoint.itoldyouiwasaromantic.”
“iheardyou.andyoudon’tmakeadimeatit.iheardthattoo.”
“buticanalwaystellacoptogotohell.gotohell,bernie.”
“youwouldn’ttellmetogotohellifihadyouinthebackroomunderthelight,chum.”
“maybewe’llfindoutaboutthatsomeday.”
hewalkedtothedoorandyankeditopen.“youknowsomething,kid?youthinkyou’recutebutyou’rejuststupid.you’reashadowonthewall.i’vegottwentyyearsonthecopswithoutamarkagainstme.iknowwheni’mbeingkiddedandiknowwhenaguyisholdingoutonme.thewiseguyneverfoolsanybodybuthimself.takeitfromme,chum.iknow.”
hepulledhisheadbackoutofthedoorwayandletthedoorclose.hisheelshammereddownthecorridor.icouldstillhearthemwhenthephoneonmydeskstartedtosound.thevoicesaidinthatclearprofessionaltone:
“newyorkiscallingmr.philipmarlowe.”
“i’mphilipmarlowe.”
“thankyou.onemoment,please,mr.marlowe.hereisyourparty.”
thenextvoiceiknew.“howardspencer,mr.marlowe.we’veheardaboutrogerwade.itwasaprettyhardblow.wehaven’tthefulldetails,butyournameseemstobeinvolved.”
“iwastherewhenithappened.hejustgotdrunkandshothimself.mrs.wadecamehomealittlelater.theservantswereaway—thursday’sthedayoff.”
“youwerealonewithhim?”
“iwasn’twithhim.iwasoutsidethehouse,justhangingaroundwaitingforhiswifetocomehome.”
“isee.well,isupposetherewillbeaninquest.”
“it’sallover,mr.spencer.suicide.andremarkablylittlepublicity.”
“really?that’scurious.”hedidn’texactlysounddisappointed—morelikepuzzledandsurprised.“hewassowellknown.iwouldhavethought—well,nevermindwhatithought.iguessi’dbetterflyoutthere,butican’tmakeitbeforetheendofnextweek.i’llsendawiretomrs.wade.theremaybesomethingicoulddoforher—andalsoaboutthebook.imeantheremaybeenoughofitsothatwecouldgetsomeonetofinishit.iassumeyoudidtakethejobafterall.”
“no.althoughheaskedmetohimself.itoldhimrightouticouldn’tstophimfromdrinking.”
“apparentlyyoudidn’teventry.”
“look,mr.spencer,youdon’tknowthefirstdamnthingaboutthissituation.whynotwaituntilyoudobeforejumpingtoconclusions?notthatidon’tblamemyselfalittle.iguessthat’sinevitablewhensomethinglikethishappens,andyou’retheguyonthespot.”
“ofcourse,”hesaid.“i’msorryimadethatremark.mostuncalledfor.willeileenwadebeatherhomenow—orwouldn’tyouknow?”
“iwouldn’tknow,mr.spencer.whydon’tyoujustcallherup?”
“ihardlythinkshewouldwanttospeaktoanyoneyet,”hesaidslowly.
“whynot?shetalkedtothecoronerandneverbattedaneye.”
heclearedhisthroat.“youdon’tsoundexactlysympathetic.”
“rogerwadeisdead,spencer.hewasabitofabastardandmaybeabitofageniustoo.that’sovermyhead.hewasanegotisticaldrunkandhehatedhisownguts.hemademealotoftroubleandintheendalotofgrief.whythehellshouldibesympathetic?”
“iwastalkingaboutmrs.wade,”hesaidshortly.
“sowasi.”
“i’llcallyouwhenigetin,”hesaidabruptly.“goodbye.”
hehungup.ihungup.istaredatthetelephoneforacoupleofminuteswithoutmoving.thenigotthephonebookuponthedeskandlookedforanumber.