whenheopenedthedoorthebuzzfromthelivingroomexplodedintoourfaces.itseemedlouderthanbefore,ifpossible.abouttwodrinkslouder.wadesaidhellohereandthereandpeopleseemedgladtoseehim.butbythattimetheywouldhavebeengladtoseepittsburghphilwithhiscustom-builticepick.lifewasjustonegreatbigvaudevilleshow.
onthewaytothebarwecamefacetofacewithdr.loringandhiswife.thedoctorstoodupandsteppedforwardtofacewade.hehadalookonhisfacethatwasalmostsickwithhatred.
“nicetoseeyou,doctor,”wadesaidamiably.“hi,linda.wherehaveyoubeenkeepingyourselflately?no,iguessthatwasastupidquestion.i—”
“mr.wade,”loringsaidinavoicethathadatremortoit,“ihavesomethingtosaytoyou.somethingverysimple,andihopeveryconclusive.stayawayfrommywife.”
wadelookedathimcuriously.“doctor,you’retired.andyoudon’thaveadrink.letmegetyouone.”
“idon’tdrink,mr.wade.asyouverywellknow.iamhereforonepurposeandihaveexpressedthatpurpose.”
“well,iguessigetyourpoint,”wadesaid,stillamiable.“andsinceyouareaguestinmyhouse,ihavenothingtosayexceptthatithinkyouarealittleoffthebeam.”
therehadbeenadropinthetalknearby.theboysandgirlswereallears.bigproduction.dr.loringtookapairofglovesoutofhispocket,straightenedthem,tookholdofonebythefingerend,andswungithardagainstwade’sface.
wadedidn’tbataneye.“pistolsandcoffeeatdawn?”heaskedquietly.
ilookedatlindaloring.shewasflushedwithanger.shestoodupslowlyandfacedthedoctor.
“deargod,whatahamyouare,darling.stopactinglikeadamnfool,willyou,darling?orwouldyouratherstickarounduntilsomebodyslapsyourface?”
loringswungaroundtoherandraisedthegloves.wadesteppedinfrontofhim.“takeiteasy,doc.aroundhereweonlyhitourwivesinprivate.”
“ifyouarespeakingforyourself,iamwellawareofit,”loringsneered.“andidon’tneedlessonsinmannersfromyou.”
“ionlytakepromisingpupils,”wadesaid.“sorryyouhavetoleavesosoon.”heraisedhisvoice.“candy!queeldoctorloringsalgadeaquienelacto!”heswungbacktoloring.“incaseyoudon’tknowspanish,doctor,thatmeansthedoorisoverthere.”hepointed.
loringstaredathimwithoutmoving.“ihavewarnedyou,mr.wade,”hesaidicily.“andanumberofpeoplehaveheardme.ishallnotwarnyouagain.”
“don’t,”wadesaidcurtly.“butifyoudo,makeitonneutralterritory.givesmealittlemorefreedomofaction.sorry,linda.butyoumarriedhim.”herubbedhischeekgentlywheretheheavyendoftheglovehadhithim.lindaloringwassmilingbitterly.sheshrugged.
“weareleaving,”loringsaid.“come,linda.”
shesatdownagainandreachedforherglass.shegaveherhusbandaglanceofquietcontempt.“youare,”shesaid.“youhaveanumberofcallstomake,remember.”
“youareleavingwithme,”hesaidfuriously.
sheturnedherbackonhim.hereachedsuddenlyandtookholdofherarm.wadetookhimbytheshoulderandspunhimaround.
“takeiteasy,doc.youcan’twinthemall.”
“takeyourhandoffme!”
“sure,justrelax,”wadesaid.“ihaveagoodidea,doctor.whydon’tyouseeagooddoctor?”
somebodylaughedloudly.loringtensedlikeananimalallsettospring.wadesenseditandneatlyturnedhisbackandmovedaway.whichleftdr.loringholdingthebag.ifhewentafterwade,hewouldlooksillierthanhelookednow.therewasnothingforhimtodobutleave,andhedidit.hemarchedquicklyacrosstheroomstaringstraightinfrontofhimtowherecandywasholdingthedooropen.hewentout,candyshutthedoor,wooden-faced,andwentbacktothebar.iwentoverthereandaskedforsomescotch.ididn’tseewherewadewent.hejustdisappeared.ididn’tseeeileeneither.iturnedmybackontheroomandletthemsizzlewhileidrankmyscotch.
asmallgirlwithmud-coloredhairandabandaroundherforeheadpoppedupbesidemeandputaglassonthebarandbleated.candynoddedandmadeheranotherdrink.
thesmallgirlturnedtome.“areyouinterestedincommunism?”sheaskedme.shewasglassy-eyedandshewasrunningasmallredtonguealongherlipsasiflookingforacrumbofchocolate.“ithinkeveryoneoughttobe,”shewenton.“butwhenyouaskanyofthemenheretheyjustwanttopawyou.”
inoddedandlookedovermyglassathersnubnoseandsun-coarsenedskin.
“notthatimindtoomuchifit’sdonenicely,”shetoldme,reachingforthefreshdrink.sheshowedmehermolarswhilesheinhaledhalfofit.
“don’trelyonme,”isaid.
“what’syourname?”
“marlowe.”
“withan‘e’ornot?”
“with.”
“ah,marlowe,”sheintoned.“suchasadbeautifulname.”sheputherglassdowndamnnearlyemptyandclosedhereyesandthrewherheadbackandherarmsout,almosthittingmeintheeye.hervoicethrobbedwithemotion,saying:
“wasthisthefacethatlaunch’dathousandships
andburntthetoplesstowersofilium?
sweethelen,makemeimmortalwithakiss.”
sheopenedhereyes,grabbedherglass,andwinkedatme.“youwereprettygoodinthere,chum.beenwritinganypoetrylately?”
“notverymuch.”
“youcankissmeifyoulike,”shesaidcoyly.
aguyinashantungjacketandanopenneckshirtcameupbehindherandgrinnedatmeoverthetopofherhead.hehadshortredhairandafacelikeacollapsedlung.hewasasuglyaguyasieversaw.hepattedthetopofthegirl’shead.
“comeon,kitten.timetogohome.”
sheroundedonhimfuriously.“youmeanyougottowaterthosegoddamnedtuberousbegoniasagain?”sheyelled.
“awlisten,kitten—”
“takeyourhandsoffme,yougoddamnedrapist,”shescreamed,andthrewtherestofherdrinkinhisface.therestwasn’tmorethanateaspoonfulandtwolumpsofice.
“forchrissake,baby,i’myourhusband,”heyelledback,grabbingforahandkerchiefandmoppinghisface.“getit?yourhusband.”
shesobbedviolentlyandthrewherselfintohisarms.isteppedaroundthemandgotoutofthere.everycocktailpartyisthesame,eventhedialogue.
thehousewasleakingguestsoutintotheeveningairnow.voiceswerefading,carswerestarting,goodbyeswerebouncingaroundlikerubberballs.iwenttothefrenchwindowsandoutontoaflaggedterrace.thegroundslopedtowardsthelake,whichwasasmotionlessasasleepingcat.therewasashortwoodenpierdowntherewitharowboattiedtoitbyawhitepainter.towardsthefarshore,whichwasn’tveryfar,ablackwaterhenwasdoinglazycurves,likeaskater.theydidn’tseemtocauseasmuchasashallowripple.
istretchedoutonapaddedaluminumchaiseandlitapipeandsmokedpeacefullyandwonderedwhatthehelliwasdoingthere.rogerwadeseemedtohaveenoughcontroltohandlehimselfifhereallywantedto.hehaddoneallrightwithloring.iwouldn’thavebeentoosurprisedifhehadhungoneonloring’ssharplittlechin.hewouldhavebeenoutoflinebytherules,butloringwasmuchfartheroutofline.
iftherulesmeananythingatallanymore,theymeanthatyoudon’tpickaroomfulofpeopleasthespottothreatenamanandhithimacrossthefacewithaglovewhenyourwifeisstandingrightbesideyouandyouarepracticallyaccusingherofalittledoubletime.foramanstillshakyfromahardboutwiththehardstuffwadehaddoneallright.hehaddonemorethanallright.ofcourseihadn’tseenhimdrunk.ididn’tknowwhathewouldbelikedrunk.ididn’tevenknowthathewasanalcoholic.there’sabigdifference.amanwhodrinkstoomuchonoccasionisstillthesamemanashewassober.analcoholic,arealalcoholic,isnotthesamemanatall.youcan’tpredictanythingabouthimforsureexceptthathewillbesomeoneyounevermetbefore.
lightstepssoundedbehindmeandeileenwadecameacrosstheterraceandsatdownbesidemeontheedgeofachaise.
“well,whatdidyouthink?”sheaskedquietly.
“aboutthegentlemanwiththeloosegloves?”
“ohno.”shefrowned.thenshelaughed.“ihatepeoplewhomakestagysceneslikethat.notthatheisn’tafinedoctor.hehasplayedthatscenewithhalfthemeninthevalley.lindaloringisnotramp.shedoesn’tlooklikeone,talklikeone,orbehavelikeone.idon’tknowwhatmakesdr.loringbehaveasifshewas.”
“maybehe’sareformeddrunk,”isaid.“alotofthemgrowprettypuritanical.”