hefrowned.whenaguyhaseyebrowslikethathecanreallydoyouafrown.“iamamedicalman,sir,butnolongerinpractice.whatsortofcuredidyouhaveinmind?”
“theguy’sawino.hegoesoffhisrockerfromtimetotimeanddisappears.sometimeshecomeshomeunderhisownpower,sometimeshegetsbroughthome,andsometimeshetakesabitoffinding.”igotabusinesscardoutandhandedittohim.
hereaditwithnopleasure.
“whatgoeswithearl?”iaskedhim.“hethinkhe’svalentinoorsomething?”
hemadewiththeeyebrowsagain.theyfascinatedme.partsofthemcurledoffallbythemselvesasmuchasaninchandahalf.heshruggedhismeatyshoulders.
“earlisquiteharmless,mr.marlowe.heis—attimes—alittledreamy.livesinaplayworld,shallwesay?”
“yousayit,doc.fromwhereistandheplaysrough.”
“tut,tut,mr.marlowe.youexaggeratesurely.earllikestodresshimselfup.heischildlikeinthatrespect,”
“youmeanhe’sanut,”isaid.“thisplacesomekindofsanitarium,isn’tit?orwas?”
“certainlynot.whenitwasinoperationitwasanartists’colony.iprovidedmeals,lodging,facilitiesforexerciseandentertainment,andaboveallseclusion.andformoderatefees.artists,asyouprobablyknow,areseldomwealthypeople.inthetermartistsiofcourseincludewriters,musicians,andsoon.itwasarewardingoccupationforme—whileitlasted.”
helookedsadwhenhesaidthis.theeyebrowsdroopedattheoutercornerstomatchhismouth.givethemalittlemoregrowthandtheywouldbeinhismouth.
“iknowthat,”isaid.“it’sinthefile.alsothesuicideyouhadhereawhileback.adopecase,wasn’tit?”
hestoppeddroopingandbristled.“whatfile?”heaskedsharply.
“we’vegotafileonwhatwecallthebarred-windowboys,doctor.placeswhereyoucan’tjumpoutofwhenthefrenchfitstakeover.smallprivatesanitariumsorwhathaveyouthattreatalcoholicsanddopersandmildcasesofmania.”
“suchplacesmustbelicensedbylaw,”dr.verringersaidharshly.
“yeah.intheoryanyway.sometimestheykindofforgetaboutthat.”
hedrewhimselfupstiffly.theguyhadakindofdignity,atthat.“thesuggestionisinsulting,mr.marlowe.ihavenoknowledgeofwhymynameshouldbeonanysuchlistasyoumention.imustaskyoutoleave.”
“let’sgetbacktowade.couldhebehereunderanothername,maybe?”
“thereisnooneherebutearlandmyself.wearequitealone.nowifyouwillexcuseme—”
“i’dliketolookaround.”
sometimesyoucangetthemmadenoughtosaysomethingoffkey.butnotdr.verringer.heremaineddignified.hiseyebrowswentallthewaywithhim.ilookedtowardsthehouse.frominsidetherecameasoundofmusic,dancemusic.andveryfaintlythesnappingoffingers.
“ibethe’sintheredancing,”isaid.“that’satango.ibetyouhe’sdancingallbyhimselfinthere.somekid.”
“areyougoingtoleave,mr.marlowe?orshallihavetoaskearltoassistmeinputtingyouoffmyproperty?”
“okay,i’llleave.nohardfeelings,doctor.therewereonlythreenamesbeginningwithvandyouseemedthemostpromisingofthem.that’stheonlyrealcluewehad—dr.v.hescrawleditonapieceofpaperbeforeheleft:dr.v.”
“theremustbedozens,”dr.verringersaidevenly.
“ohsure.butnotdozensinourfileofthebarred-windowboys.thanksforthetime,doctor.earlbothersmealittle.”
iturnedandwentovertomycarandgotintoit.bythetimeihadthedoorshutdr.verringerwasbesideme.heleanedinwithapleasantexpression.
“weneednotquarrel,mr.marlowe.irealizethatinyouroccupationyouoftenhavetoberatherintrusive.justwhatbothersyouaboutearl?”
“he’ssoobviouslyaphony.whereyoufindonethingphonyyou’reapttoexpectothers.theguy’samanic-depressive,isn’the?rightnowhe’sontheupswing.”
hestaredatmeinsilence.helookedgraveandpolite.“manyinterestingandtalentedpeoplehavestayedwithme,mr.marlowe.notallofthemwereaslevel-headedasyoumaybe.talentedpeopleareoftenneurotic.butihavenofacilitiesforthecareoflunaticsoralcoholics,evenifihadthetasteforthatsortofwork.ihavenostaffexceptearl,andheishardlythetypetocareforthesick.”
“justwhatwouldyousayheisthetypefor,doctor?apartfrombubble-dancingandstuff?”
heleanedonthedoor.hisvoicegotlowandconfidential.“earl’sparentsweredearfriendsofmine,mr.marlowe.someonehastolookafterearlandtheyarenolongerwithus.earlhastoliveaquietlife,awayfromthenoiseandtemptationsofthecity.heisunstablebutfundamentallyharmless.icontrolhimwithabsoluteease,asyousaw.”
“you’vegotalotofcourage,”isaid.
hesighed.hiseyebrowswavedgently,liketheantennaeofsomesuspiciousinsect.“ithasbeenasacrifice,”hesaid.“aratherheavyone.ithoughtearlcouldhelpmewithmyworkhere.heplaysbeautifultennis,swimsandpeslikeachampion,andcandanceallnight.almostalwaysheisamiabilityitself.butfromtimetotimetherewere—incidents.”hewavedabroadhandasifpushingpainfulmemoriesintothebackground.“intheenditwaseithergiveupearlorgiveupmyplacehere.”
heheldbothhandspalmsup,spreadthemapart,turnedthemoverandletthemfalltohissides.hiseyeslookedmoistwithunshedtears.
“isoldout,”hesaid.“thispeacefullittlevalleywillbecomearealestatedevelopment.therewillbesidewalksandlamp-postsandchildrenwithscootersandblastingradios.therewilleven”—heheavedaforlornsigh—“betelevision.”hewavedhishandinasweepinggesture.“ihopetheywillsparethetrees,”hesaid,“buti’mafraidtheywon’t.alongtheridgestherewillbetelevisionaerialsinstead.butearlandiwillbefaraway,itrust.”
“goodbye,doctor.myheartbleedsforyou.”
heputouthishand.itwasmoistbutveryfirm.“iappreciateyoursympathyandunderstanding,mr.marlowe.andiregretiamunabletohelpyouinyourquestformr.slade.”
“wade,”isaid.
“pardonme,wade,ofcourse.goodbyeandgoodluck,sir.”
istartedupanddrovebackalongthegraveledroadbythewayihadcome.ifeltsad,butnotquiteassadasdr.verringerwouldhavelikedmetofeel.
icameoutthroughthegatesanddrovefarenougharoundthecurveofthehighwaytoparkoutofsightoftheentrance.igotoutandwalkedbackalongtheedgeofthepavingtowhereicouldjustseethegatesfromthebarbed-wireboundaryfence.istoodthereunderaeucalyptusandwaited.
fiveminutesorsopassed.thenacarcamedowntheprivateroadchurninggravel.itstoppedoutofsightfromwhereiwas.ipulledbackstillfartherintothebrush.iheardacreakingnoise,thentheclickofaheavycatchandtherattleofachain.thecarmotorrevvedupandthecarwentbackuptheroad.
whenthesoundofithaddiediwentbacktomyoldsanddidauturntofacebacktowardstown.asidrovepasttheentrancetodr.verringer’sprivateroadisawthatthegatewasfastenedwithapadlockedchain.nomorevisitorstoday,thankyou.