cellno.3inthefelonytankhastwobunks,pullmanstyle,butthetankwasnotveryfullandihadthecelltomyself.inthefelonytanktheytreatyouprettywell.yougettwoblankets,neitherdirtynorclean,andalumpymattresstwoinchesthickwhichgoesovercrisscrossedmetalslats.thereisaflushtoilet,awashbasin,papertowelsandgrittygraysoap.thecellblockiscleananddoesn’tsmellofdisinfectant.thetrustiesdothework.thesupplyoftrustiesisalwaysample.
thejaildeputieslookyouoverandtheyhavewiseeyes.unlessyouareadrunkorapsychooractlikeoneyougettokeepyourmatchesandcigarettes.untilpreliminaryyouwearyourownclothes.afterthatyouwearthejaildenim,notie,nobelt,noshoelaces.yousitonthebunkandwait.thereisnothingelsetodo,
inthedrunktankitisnotsogood.nobunk,nochair,noblankets,nonothing.youlieontheconcretefloor.yousitonthetoiletandvomitinyourownlap.thatisthedepthofmisery.i’veseenit.
althoughitwasstilldaylightthelightswereonintheceiling.insidethesteeldoorofthecellblockwasabasketofsteelbarsaroundthejudaswindow.thelightswerecontrolledfromoutsidethesteeldoor.theywentoutatninenobodycamethroughthedoororsaidanything.youmightbeinthemiddleofasentenceinanewspaperormagazine.withoutanysoundofaclickoranywarning—darkness.andthereyouwereuntilthesummerdawnwithnothingtodobutsleepifyoucould,smokeifyouhadanythingtosmoke,andthinkifyouhadanythingtothinkaboutthatdidn’tmakeyoufeelworsethannotthinkingatall.
injailamanhasnopersonality.heisaminordisposalproblemandafewentriesonreports.nobodycareswholovesorhateshim,whathelookslike,whathedidwithhislife.nobodyreactstohimunlesshegivestrouble.nobodyabuseshim.allthatisaskedofhimisthathegoquietlytotherightcellandremainquietwhenhegetsthere.thereisnothingtofightagainst,nothingtobemadat.thejailersarequietmenwithoutanimosityorsadism.allthisstuffyoureadaboutmenyellingandscreaming,beatingagainstthebars,runningspoonsalongthem,guardsrushinginwithclubs—allthatisforthebighouse.agoodjailisoneofthequietestplacesintheworld.youcouldwalkthroughtheaveragecellblockatnightandlookinthroughthebarsandseeahuddleofbrownblanket,oraheadofhair,orapairofeyeslookingatnothing.youmighthearasnore.onceinalongwhileyoumighthearanightmare.thelifeinajailisinsuspension,withoutpurposeormeaning.inanothercellyoumightseeamanwhocannotsleeporeventrytosleep.heissittingontheedgeofhisbunkdoingnothing.helooksatyouordoesn’t.youlookathim.hesaysnothingandyousaynothing.thereisnothingtocommunicate.
inthecornerofthecellblocktheremaybeasecondsteeldoorthatleadstotheshow-upbox.oneofitswallsiswiremeshpaintedblack.onthebackwallareruledlinesforheight.overheadarefloodlights.yougointhereinthemorningasarule,justbeforethenightcaptaingoesoffduty.youstandagainstthemeasuringlinesandthelightsglareatyouandthereisnolightbehindthewiremesh.butplentyofpeopleareoutthere:cops,detectives,citizenswhohavebeenrobbedorassaultedorswindledorkickedoutoftheircarsatgunpointorconnedoutoftheirlifesavings.youdon’tseeorhearthem.youhearthevoiceofthenightcaptain.youreceivehimloudandclear.heputsyouthroughyourpacesasifyouwereaperformingdog.heistiredandcynicalandcompetent.heisthestagemanagerofaplaythathashadthelongestruninhistory,butitnolongerinterestshim.
“allright,you.standstraight.pullyourbellyin.pullyourchinin.keepyourshouldersback.holdyourheadlevel.lookstraightfront.turnleft.turnright.facefrontagainandholdyourhandsout.palmsup.palmsdown.pullyoursleevesback.novisiblescars.hairdarkbrown,somegray.eyesbrown.heightsixfeet,onehalfinch.weightaboutoneninety.namephilipmarlowe.occupationprivatedetective.well,well,nicetoseeyou,marlowe.that’sall.nextman.”
muchobliged,captain.thanksforthetime.youforgottohavemeopenmymouth.ihavesomeniceinlaysandoneveryhigh-classporcelainjacketcrown.eighty-sevendollarsworthofporcelainjacketcrown.youforgottolookinsidemynosetoo,captain.alotofscartissueinthereforyou.septumoperationandwasthatguyabutcher!twohoursofitinthosedays.iheartheydoitintwentyminutesnow.igotitplayingfootball,captain,aslightmiscalculationinanattempttoblockapunt.iblockedtheguy’sfootinstead—afterhekickedtheball.fifteenyardspenalty,andthat’sabouthowmuchstiffbloodytapetheypulledoutofmynoseaninchatatimethedayaftertheoperation.i’mnotbragging,captain.i’mjusttellingyou.it’sthelittlethingsthatcount.
onthethirddayadeputyunlockedmycellinthemiddleofthemorning.
“yourlawyer’shere.killthebutt—andnotonthefloor.”
iflusheditdownthetoilet.hetookmetotheconferenceroom.atallpaledark-hairedmanwasstandingtherelookingoutofthewindow.therewasafatbrownbriefcaseonthetable.heturned.hewaitedforthedoortoclose.thenhesatdownnearhisbriefcaseonthefarsideofascarredoaktablethatcameoutoftheark.noahboughtitsecondhand.thelawyeropenedahammeredsilvercigarettecaseandputitinfrontofhimandlookedmeover.
“sitdown,marlowe.careforacigarette?mynameisendicott.sewellendicott.i’vebeeninstructedtorepresentyouwithoutcostorexpensetoyou.iguessyou’dliketogetoutofhere,wouldn’tyou?”
isatdownandtookoneofthecigarettes.heheldalighterforme.
“nicetoseeyouagain,mr.endicott.we’vemetbefore—whileyouwere”
henodded.“idon’tremember,butit’squitepossible.”hesmiledfaintly.“thatpositionwasnotquiteinmyline.iguessidon’thaveenoughtigerinme.”
“whosentyou?”
“i’mnotatlibertytosay.ifyouacceptmeasyourattorney,thefeewillbetakencareof.”
“iguessthatmeansthey’vegothim.”
hejuststaredatme.ipuffedatthecigarette.itwasoneofthosethingswithfiltersinthem.ittastedlikeahighfogstrainedthroughcottonwool.
“ifyoumeanlennox,”hesaid,“andofcourseyoudo,no—theyhaven’tgothim.”
“whythemystery,mr.endicott?aboutwhosentyou.”
“myprincipalwishestoremainanonymous.thatistheprivilegeofmyprincipal.doyouacceptme?”
“idon’tknow,”isaid.“iftheyhaven’tgotterry,whyaretheyholdingme?nobodyhasaskedmeanything,nobodyhasbeennearme.”
hefrownedandlookeddownathislongwhitedelicatefingers.“districtattorneyspringerhastakenpersonalchargeofthismatter.hemayhavebeentoobusytoquestionyouyet.butyouareentitledtoarraignmentandapreliminaryhearing.icangetyououtonbailonahabeascorpusproceeding.youprobablyknowwhatthelawis.”
“i’mbookedonsuspicionofmurder.”