“look,”isaid,“i’dputupwhatyouneed.i’mnobigsoft-heartedslob.soyoutakewhat’sofferedandbegood.iwantyououtofmyhairbecausei’vegotafeelingaboutyou.”
“really?”helookeddownintohisglass.hewasonlysippingthestuff.“we’veonlymettwiceandyou’vebeenmorethanwhitetomebothtimes.whatsortoffeeling?”
“afeelingthatnexttimei’llfindyouinworsetroublethanicangetyououtof.idon’tknowjustwhyihavethefeeling,butihaveit.”
hetouchedtherightsideofhisfacegentlywithtwofingertips.“maybeit’sthis.itdoesmakemelookalittlesinister,isuppose.butit’sanhonorablewound—oranyhowtheresultofone.”
“it’snotthat.thatdoesn’tbothermeatall.i’maprivatedick.you’reaproblemthatidon’thavetosolve.buttheproblemisthere.callitahunch.ifyouwanttobeextrapolite,callitasenseofcharacter.maybethatgirldidn’twalkoutonyouatthedancersjustbecauseyouweredrunk.maybeshehadafeelingtoo.”
hesmiledfaintly.“iwasmarriedtoheronce.hernameissylvialennox.imarriedherforhermoney.”
istoodupscowlingathim.“i’llfixyousomescrambledeggs.youneedfood.”
“waitaminute,marlowe.you’rewonderingwhyifiwasdownandoutandsylviahadplentyicouldn’taskherforafewbucks.didyoueverhearofpride?”
“you’rekillingme,lennox.”
“ami?mykindofprideisdifferent.it’stheprideofamanwhohasnothingelse.i’msorryifiannoyyou.”
iwentouttomykitchenandcookedupsomecanadianbaconandscrambledeggsandcoffeeandtoast.weateinthebreakfastnook.thehousebelongedtotheperiodthatalwayshadone.
isaidihadtogototheofficeandwouldpickuphissuitcaseonthewayback.hegavemethecheckticket.hisfacenowhadalittlecolorandtheeyeswerenotsofarbackinhisheadthatyouhadtogropeforthem.
beforeiwentoutiputthewhiskeybottleonthetableinfrontofthecouch.“useyourprideonthat,”isaid.
“andcallvegas,ifonlyasafavortome.”
hejustsmiledandshruggedhisshoulders.iwasstillsoregoingdownthesteps.ididn’tknowwhy,anymorethaniknewwhyamanwouldstarveandwalkthestreetsratherthanpawnhiswardrobe.whateverhisruleswereheplayedbythem.
thesuitcasewasthedamndestthingyoueversaw.itwasbleachedpigskinandwhennewhadbeenapalecreamcolor.thefittingsweregold.itwasenglishmadeandifyoucouldbuyithereatall,itwouldcostmorelikeeighthundredthantwo.
iplankeditdowninfrontofhim.ilookedatthebottleonthecocktailtable.hehadn’ttouchedit.hewasassoberasiwas.hewassmoking,butnotlikingthatverywell.
“icalledrandy,”hesaid.“hewassorebecauseihadn’tcalledhimbefore.”
“ittakesastrangertohelpyou,”isaid.“apresentfromsylvia?”ipointedatthesuitcase.
helookedoutofthewindow.“no.thatwasgiventomeinengland,longbeforeimether.verylongagoindeed.i’dliketoleaveitwithyouifyoucouldlendmeanoldone.”
igotfivedoublesawbucksoutofmywalletanddroppedtheminfrontofhim.“idon’tneedsecurity.”
“thatwasn’ttheideaatall.you’renopawnbroker.ijustdon’twantitwithmeinvegas.andidon’tneedthismuchmoney.”
“okay.youkeepthemoneyandi’llkeepthesuitcase.butthishouseiseasytoburgle.”
“itwouldn’tmatter,”hesaidindifferently.“itwouldn’tmatteratall.”
hechangedhisclothesandweatedinneratmusso’saboutfive-thirty.nodrinks.hecaughtthebusoncahuengaandidrovehomethinkingaboutthisandthat.hisemptysuitcasewasonmybedwherehehadunpackeditandputhisstuffinalightweightjobofmine.hishadagoldkeywhichwasinoneofthelocks.ilockedthesuitcaseupemptyandtiedthekeytothehandleandputitonthehighshelfinmyclothescloset.itdidn’tfeelquiteempty,butwhatwasinitwasnobusinessofmine.
itwasaquietnightandthehouseseemedemptierthanusual.isetoutthechessmenandplayedafrenchdefenseagainststeinitz.hebeatmeinforty-fourmoves,butihadhimsweatingacoupleoftimes.
thephonerangatnine-thirtyandthevoicethatspokewasoneihadheardbefore.
“isthismr.philipmarlowe?”
“yeah.i’mmarlowe.”
“thisissylvialennox,mr.marlowe.wemetverybrieflyinfrontofthedancersonenightlastmonth.iheardafterwardsthatyouhadbeenkindenoughtoseethatterrygothome.”
“ididthat.”
“isupposeyouknowthatwearenotmarriedanymore,buti’vebeenalittleworriedabouthim.hegaveuptheapartmenthehadinwestwoodandnobodyseemstoknowwhereheis.”
“inoticedhowworriedyouwerethenightwemet.”
“look,mr.marlowe,i’vebeenmarriedtotheman.i’mnotverysympathetictodrunks.perhapsiwasalittleunfeelingandperhapsihadsomethingratherimportanttodo.you’reaprivatedetectiveandthiscanbeputonaprofessionalbasis,ifyoupreferit.”
“itdoesn’thavetobeputonanybasisatall,mrs.lennox.he’sonabusgoingtolasvegas.hehasafriendtherewhowillgivehimajob.”
shebrightenedupverysuddenly.“oh—tolasvegas?howsentimentalofhim.that’swhereweweremarried.”
“iguessheforgot,”isaid,“orhewouldhavegonesomewhereelse.”
insteadofhanginguponmeshelaughed.itwasacutelittlelaugh.“areyoualwaysasrudeasthistoyourclients?”
“you’renotaclient,mrs.lennox.”
“imightbesomeday.whoknows?let’ssaytoyourladyfriends,then.”
“sameanswer.theguywasdownandout,starving,dirty,withoutabean.youcouldhavefoundhimifithadbeenworthyourtime.hedidn’twantanythingfromyouthenandheprobablydoesn’twantanythingfromyounow.”
“that,”shesaidcoolly,“issomethingyoucouldn’tpossiblyknowanythingabout.goodnight.”andshehungup.
shewasdeadright,ofcourse,andiwasdeadwrong.butididn’tfeelwrong.ijustfeltsore.ifshehadcalleduphalfanhourearlierimighthavebeensoreenoughtobeatthehelloutofsteinitz—exceptthathehadbeendeadforfiftyyearsandthechessgamewasoutofabook.